29 April 2013

Coming Home

IM COMING HOME!!!!

For about a month.  This summer is going to be awesome! I am so excited I can hardly stand it!!!

First, I will fly to beautiful Malaysia where I will meet up with my parents (eek!).  We will meet up with family and friends and have a grand old time.  Im excited to visit with my parents as an adult, it will be a completely different experience!

The main thing we will do is eat. Eat and eat and eat and eat... I cant wait for Malaysian/Indian/Chinese Malay food! And the outdoor food courts... and the breakfast of dosai... and the chutneys... the curries... Grandma's cooking... Auntie Ranjit.... I could go on and on.  Im drooling a little just thinking of it.

Once we have the grand old time with family and friends and food, I will fly home! I arrive home July 2nd and have the trip almost jam packed! Whew. I will need a vacation after my vacation! I am going to take a little road trip with my Mom and Aunt(s)! All of the details arent in stone yet and I havent completely planned everything but it is a work in progress.

I will have about 2 weeks after the road trip of home time where I will bug my dad endlessly about all the stuff I am buying.  And I will cook with my mom and my dad will bug us about that too with our 'arts and croissants" food.  It will be so much fun!

I am so anxious for June 17th and to get this summer started! There is so much to do between now and then, its crazy! We have end of the year events, a family fun day/ school carnival, reports, awards ceremony, staff parties, packing and changing classrooms, orders, all of that school stuff!  So overwhelming but so worth it!  I am so, so, so happy with my choice to come to Dongguan and work at ISD.  Things do seem to happen for a reason!

See you soon!

06 April 2013

3rd Time!!!

A third time is a charm, right? This will be my third time to blog while in China and my third time to the Philippines. 

My life awesome right now (see previous blog post) and its just continuing. I'm debating about my summer plans but the more and more I think about it, I think I will be coming home. I didn't spend enough time last time with friends and family and I miss them.

I am a little stressed/ overwhelmed with everything right now. Lots of stuff coming up school wise; end of the quarter, finishing up material for this year while preparing for next year, planning events for end of school, field trips, and the kids are getting excited so behavior is changing. All of this means a well deserved spring break. Please don't misread. I love my job. The school, coworkers and students are great. I am all just starting to feel the crunch. My mom has always told me the end of the year feels like a marathon and I completely believe her.

So with all of the school pressure going on, I also have decided this would be a good time to be homesick. I know, ridiculous, right? I miss Peace Corps and the life I lived there. I miss the people, the other volunteers, and the life style. Granted living in it and reminiscing about it are completely different. Hehe. I don't miss the muddy snow, the cold, trucking up water, or the daily struggles. But it was a time in my life that I know I won't have again. I miss that.

And thinking of that of course makes me think of my ridiculous friends. I miss traveling by a marshutni for hours to visit a friend and catch up with life (even though we talked every day). I miss people completely understanding me, not just as a friend, but as someone who was going through the same struggles as me. It was a friendship unlike what I have found anywhere else.

Here in China, a lot of the struggles I have are not the ones because of culture. It's because of school stuff, job stuff that I would have anywhere. I don't quite know what I am trying to say because I am truly happy here. I just miss home. In the Peace Corps they told you not to write a blog or an email on the bad days... Now I know why. It sounds depressing.

Because of all that is going on, and we have a week off, we have decided to come back to trusty Philippines!

I am on the plane now. Oh, technology. And I probably won't post this blog until I get back so I will add more after the trip.

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I started that post on March 22nd after a long day at work.  I am adding to it now, April 7th. 

Things are still hectic at work but manageable.  Vacation was perfect and just what was needed! We went to Dumaguete and stayed at a fantastic resort! Aqua-Landia! It is a German-owned, quiet, kind of secluded, 14 cabin, right next to the beach resort where from our front door to the pool/restaurant/bar was about 20 steps.  It was quiet and we actually got a lot of work done! No where near the amount needed but enough that I am happy with it.

We also went diving! Yay! I got to see 3 sea turtles and a few sea turtles come up for air while I was on the boat! It was fantastic! I wanted just to stay and stare at them all day.  A little creepy? Meh.  They wouldnt mind, they are too cool to care about anyone stalking them.  We only did one day of diving because as great as it was, it was more work than we wanted to do and we were quite lazy!

I definitely want to go back there and I really love the Philippines! It was the perfect vacation right before this rush of school. 

This week I am starting an After School Activity of cooking.  Another teacher and myself will be teaching a few kid-friendly recipes to some elementary students.  I am excited about it but there is so much going on! Whew, another thing added to the plate!

To finish up- I havent bought my ticket home but I really want to.  One week I looked and it was 1200, the next week 1500, and the next day 1800-2000!!! And now most of them have a 20 hour layover in either Detroit or Atlanta! :(

Well I think that is it for now.  I am excited to see everyone very soon! Just have to push through the end of this year!
Love to all!

19 February 2013

Happiness!

I know it has been forever and a day since I posted last and I apologize but for a while there wasnt really much to post.  The life of a teacher, while dramatic and fulfilling and busy, is interesting in the moment but isnt really that interesting to sit down and write about.  With that being said about the day-to-day teacher stuff, I have had some pretty fun adventures in China and the Philippines.

The nicest thing about international schools is all of the breaks.  Now I know you might think Man, teachers get a lot of breaks! Do they ever work?!  Let me answer that for you simply: Yes. I work and I work a lot.  My weeks are devoted to school and I give myself Saturday to not think about work.  It has been fulfilling and wonderful to have a paycheck and a full time job that I enjoy.  It is stressful and overwhelming and sometimes I feel as though I am failing but I think that is all teachers.  We all feel as though we could be doing more than we are but I am doing what I can and doing it the best I can.

One of the things I have been doing at my school is coordinating events.  It is a lot of fun and I thoroughly enjoy the stress and last-minute changes of it.  We have had a Halloween festival, an International Week full of events, and a Chinese New Year celebration that was fantastic.  There have also been smaller things throughout the year but those were the big ones.  We hope to have a Spring Festival but that wont be until later.  As you can tell, I am having a great time and I think that if I were to change professions, I would try and do some kind of event planning.  Although I dont have a lot of experience, the idea of it is entertaining.

Now, on to the breaks.  The first break  we had was at the end of September and that was to celebrate the Moon Festival.  We had a few days off and I spent it hanging out in Dongguan.  I went to a market that sold household/kitchen items (pots, pans, equipment, etc), drinks, and pets.  It wasnt a market as much as a street with specialty shops.  It was a bazaar combination of shops and incredibly sad to see those pets in confined cages and Im pretty sure most of them were illegal- birds, lizards, fish, etc.

That break there was a small festival that was happening outside of my house at a public square.  It was interesting to walk around and see some of the traditions that were taking place to celebrate the Moon.  However, I didnt really understand what was going on so it was more just looking at things.  It was nice to observe and next year I will know more of what is going on!

The next break we had was a fall break at the beginning of November.  Another teacher and myself who is also very interested in Service Learning flew up to Beijing to hear from Dr. Jane Goodall about the Roots and Shoots project.  She was incredibly interesting to listen to and an inspiration for dedicating your life to something you are so passionate about.  Through this Roots and Shoots project, we were able to meet with so many international schools and teachers!  It was a wonderful week and we came back with so, so, so, many ideas.  Also, because we are a brand new school, getting ideas from an established school was pretty awesome.  The schools I visited had so much tradition and history that it will be exciting to see how my school grows and begins traditions.  It is also thrilling and overwhelming to think that I am playing a part of creating those traditions!

While we were there, we were able to visit Tienanmen Square and the Forbidden City! That was an awesome experience, so rich with history and influence, it was awe-inspiring.  The coworker/ good friend that I traveled with loves to try new foods.  She and I ate at so many different restaurants, it was great! Some of the food highlights were the street food that we had- some red bean pastries, veggie bread (?), and some other bread type stuff.  Another major, major highlight was the Beijing Duck we had! Oh my! It was delicious although A LOT of food! We basically ate a whole duck! Ugh, I felt so sick afterwards but it was so good.  We found this back alley and a restaurant that looked pretty decent and was also serving the duck.  It didnt look that fancy from the outside but inside was very traditional and we went at the perfect time because about 5 minutes after we sat down there was a long line outside.  And I just recently found a restaurant in Dongguan that serves Beijing duck- hopefully it will be as good as it was in Beijing!

The next trip we had was the Winter Break.  Two and a half weeks of freedom from all of the day to day stuff.  It was blissful!  And I got to go DIVING!!!  We traveled to Manila and spent one night in a decent enough hotel.  The next morning we woke up, walked around a bit before heading to the airport.  Apparently we didnt get there in time to get a seat so we got bumped to a flight for the next day.  The airline put us up in a hotel and gave us a free domestic flight (which I will be redeeming in March!).  It was annoying but it worked out fine.  We flew to Busuanga or Coron and spent 2 nights there before heading to paradise, also known as El Nido!  It was a perfect setting, beautiful, small and friendly!  Picture perfect beaches, sunsets and sunrises, and the diving wasnt that bad.

Diving was pretty great! We didnt go at the best time of the year because the visibility wasnt as great as was expected.  Because  my previous diving experience was in Turkey (more than a year before) and not over coral reefs, I was still pretty impressed with everything.  The visibility was about 5 meters and the water was kind of murky.  But I saw lots of beautiful fish and some pretty rare fish.  My dive master, Jeff from Palawan Divers, was AMAZING!  He was very patient and helpful. The other two I traveled with were getting certified, which helped me refresh how to dive.  It isnt hard and is pretty relaxing if you are confident about what is going on but it still takes a bit to get used to especially finding your buoyancy.

I would love to go back to El Nido for every vacation but it sucked to get there.  You have two options from Manila: 1. Fly to Busuanga and then take an 8 hour boat ride to El Nido.  Or 2. Fly to Puerto Princessa and take an 8 hour bus to El Nido.  We chose option 1 because we also wanted to see Coron but that boat ride left a lot to be desired.  I am sure that once Coron and El Nido become overrun with tourists and big hotels or resorts come in the boat ride between the two will be better.  I got sea sick both ways but the way back I was also just sick with a cold so it was not fun at all.  Totally worth it because El Nido is amazing but still not fun.

I had a relaxing and enjoyable time.  I celebrated Christmas on a beautiful beach, walked around to remote beaches, and just relaxed.  New Years I was sick and in bed by 10 but thats ok because I am not a big fan of New Years anyway.  It was a memorable trip and made me excited to go back to the Philippines again!  I was glad to be home and glad to have the routine back but loved the time I had there.

My next trip wasnt long after winter break.  We had a week off for Chinese New Year.  It was very exciting, at school we had a New Years Festival after school one day.  It was a lot of fun, parents brought in food, we had dragon dancers, a face changer- which is really cool to see, and some gymnasts.  It was a lot of fun and the whole school came out to celebrate!  It was the perfect way to celebrate with parents and students before going off on holiday.  (I say holiday instead of vacation now because Im so international. Hehe. That and people dont really understand vacation...)

So off we went again to the Philippines.  Instead of using our free domestic ticket (mainly because you can only redeem/book at the office in Manila) we decided just to go somewhere closer to Manila that had a beach and dive sites.  I am now addicted to diving and not sure of when I will have a vacation that doesnt include it.  We rode in style the whole way and even had a private boat pick us up to take us to the island.  It sounds really fancy and was but for the price and the less hassle it was completely worth it.  Im over backpacking now that I have a job! Ha! Not quite true because we are still staying at cheaper hotels, but paying a little more for an easier transit is something I can now afford to do.  I also dont have the transit time that I had when I was backpacking.  Spending a day getting buses and traveling for a day so I could save 50 dollars would be a day from a week's vacation that I would be lacking.  So to me, it is no longer worth it.

I feel a little like I have "sold out" the backpacking world and have changed from what I was doing a year ago.  But times and people change, I dont have endless months to travel and experience new countries.  I have weeks at a time to do those things.  Its a chapter of my life that has been closed and its sad but at the same time necessary.  I feel the need to have a job and be a "grown up."  I have to get my finances and student loans under control.  I need to start saving in case things happen.   These are things I never thought of before and now know they are important things in my life.  No worries though, I still laugh at farts and think talking about poop is entertaining so I am not a complete 'grown up.'  :)

Back to the Philippines, we went to a place near Puerto Galera and went diving with Scandi Divers.  They were awesome and completely helpful with everything.  I loved how the whole time we just had a 'tab' that we would put our breakfast or snacks on, diving and rental equipment.  It was a small part of an island called Little La Laguna Beach and we explored around.  This was probably the most relaxing vacation I have ever taken.  It was wonderful, we did what we wanted when we wanted, ate at a fancy restaurant while drinking wine one day and the next ate outside our cheap hotel some of the most delicious Filipino food I have had!  We dove a lot and rented a camera and took some awesome pictures!

This was the best diving I have ever experienced! We went to Verde Island, which was an hour away from our beach, and saw some fantastic underwater scenes! We saw an octopus!!! It was amazing, I took a few pictures of it and the next thing I know it disappeared into the rock by changing its coloration.  I still took a picture of that too but it really looks like the rocks.  It was crazy!  Then another time I was trying to take a picture of a lion fish when out of nowhere, a sea snake darted down in front of me.  I wasnt very scared of the snake because they only bite if you bother it but I was trying to get other peoples attention to show them the snake.  You cant talk underwater so it was completely hopeless trying to get someone's attention. But man, oh man, it was exciting!  It also felt like flying because the current was strong enough that it was almost a drift dive and the visibility was so fantastic that you could see for probably 20-30 meters around you!  Probably the best dive I have ever done.  Still havent seen a turtle and I am pretty sure there is a conspiracy hiding them from me....

So that was my last vacation and it has been back to work since then.  I am thoroughly enjoying my work and everyday is a new challenge and a new experience.  I have awesome ideas for the rest of the year and for next year.  This last break really energized me and in month, we get to have another break.  We have planned it out again and it will be smooth and easy travel once again!

My life is pretty awesome and moving to Dongguan was the right decision at the right time.  Everything has worked out and I am happier than ever! I am trying to just enjoy this and not think about "the other shoe dropping." 

I think that is it for now.  I wont let another 5 months go before I write in this again, I promise.  This summer I will have more adventures because I get to go to Malaysia to meet up with my Mom and Dad and the rest of the family!

I hope you all are happy, healthy, and enjoying life! Miss you all!
Lots of love!

02 October 2012

China. Its happening now!

Olympics are awesome. Summer is awesome. My birthday is awesome.  And China, so far, so awesome. :)


That line was written about a month and a half ago and it is still completely true, although the Olympics are over and my birthday is another 10 months away.  Summer is still strong here in beautiful Dongguan, China but that is even starting to fade away with slightly cooler temperatures.

As my last post alluded, I am now living and teaching in China! I know that I kept mentioning DC or New York but this just worked out in so many ways.  I applied to quite a few places, interviewed with some and found my home with International School Dongguan.  Dongguan is a pretty big city (average size in China) and is about an hours drive outside of Hong Kong.  It is a factory-based city with a large immigrant and foreign population so it doesnt always feel authentically China but there are still aspects to my life where I think "oh my, I'm in China" (because I am).

I didnt really have a long chance to digest or ponder or rethink my choice, I was interviewed on July 24th and flew out on August 4th, arrived on the night of the 5th and started working at 7am the morning of the 6th.  So out the window went jet lag, nerves, and even thinking really.  It was just go-go-go and I think that worked out for the best.  When you cant think to be nervous or scared or worried, you arent.

My life so far has been work, work, and more work.  I have joined a team of 15 or so teachers in a brand new international school.  Because it is brand new, we have had to do a lot more work than the average beginning of the school year, i.e. get everything from desks and bookshelves to pencils and paper to curriculum materials and books.  It has been a lot of extra work and a lot of running around but it has been so rewarding and so worth it!  School started on August 16th with a bang and has been non stop ever since! It feels great to throw yourself in to a project and because this school, the people I work with, and the resources are available, I am really only limited by myself.

Enough about school for now, I want to explain more of my time here.  My coworkers are awesome and such a mix of people- families to single people, the ages and backgrounds are very diverse- but we all come together with a focus on the school and work towards that! It is a lot of fun and I know I made the right decision to come to China!  They also celebrated my birthday with me and made me feel special, which is of course the true test of friendship! Hehe. I half kid, half am serious about that!  It was memorable to say the least and this makes the last 6 birthdays out of the country.   Belize-23, Barcelona 24, Armenia- 25, 26 and 27, China 28.  On my long bucket list is "spend my birthday in a new country." It might need to be amended and say "spend my birthday in a country other than America." So far, so great!

I will be honest here and say that it has been a little weird living abroad and not living the Peace Corps life.  I mean the school I work for set up my apartment and it is nice.  Check out pictures: My Apartment.  I am definitely not in Peace Corps anymore and this has kind of given me a complex.  Its like I keep expecting my water to turn off or to have to struggle to get things done.  It hasnt happened yet.  Sure I have had challenges and my water wasnt *as* hot as I wanted it to be, but none of them compare to walking up and down 5 flights of stairs to get enough water to flush your toilet... perspective. But I cant continue to compare my life in Dongguan to my life in Armenia (although it is very hard not to).

My life in China hasnt been the rough and tough life that I kind of thought it would be but instead it is kind of posh and fancy.  There are 3 major supermarkets within a 10 minute walking distance, a Starbucks, 2 McDonalds, a KFC, Pizza Hut, Papa Johns, and quite a few others that I cant think of.  I have found just about everything I need.  There might be brands I would prefer but really cant get picky about that stuff.  The main thing I have been "limited" on are my spices and I couldnt even get all of those in America so it is not a China thing, it is a not-being-in-Malaysia thing.  And then with American products, I can just pay a little extra and I can get Cinnamon Toast Crunch if I wanted (I havent yet, but it is an option).  I try to buy mostly Chinese products but it doesnt always work out like that.

I have had a few adventures in cooking and eating! On my birthday we had a dumpling making cooking lesson! It wasnt specifically for my birthday but I dont let those facts determine my beliefs.  It was a lot of fun and an experience for all of the staff.  I wasnt too bad at folding the dumplings but it took me probably three minutes to make a dumpling look presentable.  In that same time, the person who was showing me how to make them had completed probably 10-12....

Another adventure was at this hotel/banquet place.  The school bosses wanted to give the teachers and staff a thank you because of Teacher Appreciation Day in China.  They took us to a dinner where it was family style eating and they kept bringing food.  It was great and I enjoyed most of the food! The unusual food I tried was fried pig ears, chicken feet, a seafood dish and this tofu dessert thing.  The dessert thing wasnt my favorite but that was mainly texture.  They had the best pork buns though! Oh my goodness, I need to learn how to make those!  I have yet to find the food stalls I imagined China to have and it is surprisingly difficult to find the 'local' cuisine.  I will make it work though.  I also have wanted to take cooking classes but havent found any yet.  I have made a few friends on staff who are locals and we have discussed cooking together so we will see if something comes from that!

I think that is it for now.  There are many other experiences and fun times to write about but for now that will be it.  Im not sure how this blog will play in to my life in Dongguan but for now it will be a forum to share a few of the things I have experienced and a way to keep family and friends updated about my life.

I hope you have enjoyed!
Love.

26 July 2012

Big Cities

This summer I was fortunate enough to work for an organization that works half in DC and half in NYC!  The company is called Envision EMI and I worked for the Global Young Leaders Conference.  It is where high school students from around the world come to DC and NYC to learn about cross cultural skills, leadership, do a little model United Nations and visit a ton of places!  I was a Faculty Advisor, which meant I taught some cross-culture skills, some leadership and facilitated some MUN simulations.

Talk about an inspiring summer! Wow! These kids, or scholars as we called them, are amazing! They were literally the next leaders of our world, the next policy makers, prime ministers, Secretary General, diplomats, presidents, etc.  For only being on average 16 years old, they have accomplished things people in their 60s havent even thought of trying.  The amount of projects they are involved in, the charity/humanitarian work, the experiences they have had, the places they have visited/lived was astounding.  They really inspired me to apply to international schools and I have thus refocused my career plans.  But I will get back to that later.

Without doting on my scholars for too much longer, let me tell you what I was able to do and see!  Through this work I was able to hear from various speakers talking about their different projects.  A few of the speakers were 20 somethings who founded an NGO and are working with big name NGOs to solve some of the world's problems.  Talk about making me take a look at my life.  I also was able to go to the State Department and hear from a few speakers about various topics from Middle Eastern affairs to antisemitism to the diplomatic community.  I also was able to go to the Czech Republic, Lithuania and Australian embassy.  Also, while in DC I went to the Smithsonian museums, the US Holocaust Memorial Museum, the White House, Thomas Jefferson Memorial, MLK Jr Memorial, FDR Memorial, Vietnam War Memorial, Lincoln Memorial, World War II Memorial, the Korean Memorial and got to hang out on the National Mall... all while being paid!  AND that was just in DC.  In New York, the program stayed on St Johns campus in Queens. Through the program I went to Times Square, Mary Poppins on Broadway, 5th Avenue, Rockefeller Center, Ellis Island, Statue of Liberty, Chinatown and Little Italy, the United Nations, Columbia University, New York University, Empire State Building, SoHo, South Side Piers, and a few other places I cant even remember. 

There were a few highlights of the trip that arent connected to the program itself but just connected to an experience.  I fell in love with New York.  It is everything you want it to be, it doesnt exceed expectations but it delivers what you expected. There are so many movies where NYC is featured so you feel that it cant actually be real or look like that, but it does.  It looks exactly like it does in the movies or tv shows.  For some reason this surprised me more than anything else.  Even Times Square is everything you think it would be.  One of my favorite moments of my summer was getting Halal food from a food cart (chicken and rice) and taking it to the middle of Times Square.  I just sat in the middle of everything and people watched.  It was awesome! I saw the naked cowboy, Good Morning America's newsroom, the New Years ball, all of the news tickers, the lights, NYPD, the yellow cabs, tourists, business people, all of it.  I even saw Tim Gunn of Project Runway and I totally turned in to the tourist that freaks out when you see a famous person. 

Another memory from this summer was on one of the breaks from working.  I met up with two travel friends who live in New York.  They are also foodies, so they showed me a whole different side of New York.  One lives in Brooklyn and so I saw a little more of Brooklyn.  She also showed me around a few of the neighborhoods around Manhattan.  The first night I hung out with them was on the Fourth of July.  We decided to go to Coney Island and go to a baseball game there!  How American is that? Baseball, Fourth of July, Coney Island, fireworks, Nathan's hotdogs, fairgrounds, beach... it all made the perfect 4th!

One of the most delicious places she showed me was Xi'an Famous Foods.  We shared the cold noodle dish and it was AMAZING! Seriously I cant talk about this dish enough.  It was amazing and perfect for the hot weather.  If you ever are in NYC, go here and eat this! Wow.  She also taught me how to order a bagel and the fact that you need to ask which ones are warm so that you know which one is the freshest.  Also, and even more important, Never, Ever order your bagel toasted.  They dont do that and they will judge you for it.  So just order the warm ones and you will be good to go! 

There were so many other awesome things I did this summer but I am tired of writing this blog.  I have so much on my mind right now.  As I mentioned earlier, these scholars inspired me.  They made me really rethink a few things, the main one being how badly I want to live abroad again and how I really want to start working in international schools.  So when I came home from this job, I applied like crazy to lots of places.  I heard back from a few but I think I have found my home.  I will update later once I have more concrete information.  :)

13 May 2012

Jobs and Applications, Mother's Day!

I hate cover letters.  I really, sincerely do not like cover letters and dont see the need for them.  I also hate asking and re-asking for references, it feels like I am bothering people.  I know linkedin is supposed to be the place where you can put your resume online and then get jobs based on that, but it doesnt quite work for the education field as well as it does for the business field.  I am just so tired of applying to places.  It also doesnt help that the job-getting process is a whole waiting game.  Most schools dont know who they can hire until June so I wont know anything until probably July!  Patience is a virtue that I am not that strong in. :)

However, I did get a permanent substitute position working at my Mom's school.  It has been a lot of fun and re-affirmed that teaching is what I want to do for the foreseeable future. 7- and 8-year olds are ridiculous and tell the most random stories.  They also make very honest and innocent mistakes like abbreviating assistant to ass without realizing what they did.  Or writing "Im doing it in slow motion" as a sentence for their spelling word 'motion.'  You know, completely innocent things like that, where as my adult-twisted mind transforms it into something hilarious.

It has been wonderful to work and back on to a schedule.  I definitely had too much thinking time on my hands when I came back from traveling.  Although, I feel as though I have aged 10 years being back to work in the classroom.  I happily go to bed at 830 or 9 because I am so exhausted from working.  I use my Sundays to lesson plan and prepare for the work week ahead.  I mentally plan out my clothes because I have more than one pair of pants to choose from.  I make leftovers or sandwiches for lunch and make sure to have my bag packed the night before.  I drink coffee in the morning and not for the joy of coffee but because I am not sure how I would function without it.  Yes, I have become that person. I am working now and as hesitant as I was to fall back in to a routine, I am liking the stability.  I am also liking the paycheck and actually making money instead of just spending savings.  But this will only last until the beginning of June and then I need to figure out my next paychecks. 

I am still looking forward to my next adventure and my next step.  I wish I knew when or where that was to but time will tell.  I will find out soon enough.  I have enjoyed living with my parents but I am ready to move on my own again.  The next place I move will be where I start my own home, which is very weird to think about.  Every time I have 'flown' from the nest, I always had a room/storage place at my parents house.  I also knew that I would probably be back home, either as a layover or a place to regroup and go out again.  Leaving for college, I knew I would be back before I went in to Peace Corps.  After Peace Corps, I knew I would use home as a place to regroup before leaving again.  Now, the next time I leave it will be because I have a job, a life to start and if I come home again it will be because something didnt work out.  I wont use home as a base anymore, I will be making my base somewhere else. It is overwhelming, scary and intimidating.  At the same time, it is exciting, challenging and I am ready for it!

I feel like most people do this at the age of 20 or so, but I am doing it at the wonderful age of 27 and I dont feel wrong about it.  I dont feel old or like I am off the path.  This is the way my life has worked out and I am happy to be where I am.  :)

With that, I want to write a little about my amazing mother!  It is Mother's Day after all!  She is probably one of the only people that reads this thing anyways...

I want to thank you, Mom, for helping me, listening to me, comforting me, pushing me, challenging me, cooking with me, and above all consistently loving me for who I am even when I might not have deserved all of it!  You are an inspiring role model and one of the most understanding and accepting people I know.  If more people were like you, this world would be a lot better!  Keep being amazing!  Thanks for being the best friend anyone could ask for!

And to all those Mom-like figures out there, my Aunts, Grandmothers, Friends, and my friend's Moms, you all have done something amazing! You inspire, you support, you teach, and you unconditionally love those in your life.  Thank you!

I hope you all have a wonderful Mother's Day and make sure you send your thanks to your own Mom and to those Moms in your life!

Love.